Chapter 5B

||Chapter 5B||

A Moment of Love Soothes

He helped her to lift her thighs to both side of his hips while she held on to his neck.. kissing him with a heated passion like never before.. Slowly he began walking out of his office and walked to the open lift with Khushi in the same position.. kissing each other hungrily.. As he entered into the lift, he pushed Khushi to the mirror glass, her legs around his waist.. and they broke the kiss.. they stared into each other’s eyes while Arnav brought his one hand  towards the door and pushed onto the last floor button... Heaving for each other, Arnav crashed his lips onto hers violently while the lift door got closed and it moved up to the loft of AR Designs... Meanwhile Khushi’s shirt got unbuttoned and slid half down exposing her black lacy bra.. Her fingers ran through Arnav’s hairs and the latter began moving down her neck, lingering feather kisses all over her skin.. Khushi let out a moan as she felt Arnav’s aroused hardness peaking towards the inside of her legs wrapped tightly around his waist.. The ding sound of the elevator had no effect on Khushi as she was completely lost in desire for her man.. The door was opened and was about to close when Arnav suddenly pressed onto the open button...He looked back into Khushi’s eyes and took her lips again into a longing kiss while slowly he stepped out of the lift carrying Khushi.. The elevator closed, he pressed Khushi to the nearest wall.. Their kiss became more passionate and fierce.. A few seconds later, they detached from each other while they both took loud breath.. Nose touching.. Lips few inches away.. His forehead resting against hers... Eyes closed... Arnav whispered..

ASR: I Need You Khushi..

  Slowly Khushi opened her eyelids.. She took a long glimpse towards Arnav.. and then kissed onto his closed eyes.. As she tried to stand back onto her feet, Arnav opened his eyes and let go of Khushi’s thighs... Both looked at each other intensely and Khushi finally moved away from Arnav.. Her back facing him, Khushi let her shirt slid down to the floor.. A few slow steps, he reached her... Khushi felt his breath bathed her shoulders while the back of his one hand caressed her skin.. She closed her eyes and her back bones contracted when Arnav’s fingers expertly unclasped her bra.. His lips flicked her shoulders and he delicately slid down the straps of her bra letting it fall to the floor.. Arnav slid his arms around Khushi’s waist and he guided her to turn towards him.. As they were face to face, Khushi looked into his eyes nervously.. He looked back into her eyes without a blink.. His gaze were full of need and desire to possess her again and again.. Slowly, he lowered his eyes down her shivering lips, her chin, her neck, her cleavage.. and those perfect breasts.. Under his gaze, Khushi felt nervous as if she was naked for the first time in front of him.. But for her.. every time felt like her first time as long as she is in his arms.. feeling safe and warm.. Suddenly, in a move, Arnav swept Khushi off her feet and carried her in his strong arms to the only room of the loft..

Once he reached inside the room, Arnav delicately laid her onto the bed.. Their eyes locked, he stood by the bed while he unbuttoned his shirt.. Her upper body naked, Arnav’s gaze travelled to her erected breasts which were heaving with each breath she intook.. As Arnav unbuckled his belt, Khushi closed her fists into the bed sheet... In a matter of seconds, Arnav threw away his jeans and he was left standing into his boxers.. Khushi turned her gaze towards the floor where she saw their clothes scattered all over the place from the living room to the bedroom.. She closed her eyelids when she felt the fingers of Arnav caressing her arms.. and then he began playing with her fingers.. holding her hands, Arnav laid down by Khushi’s side.. He rested on his left elbows and stared at her beautiful face for a few seconds before he brought his hand to Khushi’s face.. He caressed her cheeks with the back of his hand and touched her lips with his thumb.. He let his fingers go further down her neck and then grazed her already aroused nipples.. He purposely took his time playing with her bosoms in between his fingers as he contemplated her every expressions while her eyes stayed close.. Unconsciously, Khushi let a moan and she slightly arched her lower part.. Arnav smirked and changed his body posture.. He was now covering Khushi’s body.. His manhood completely formed into his boxers while he had Khushi in between his legs... He leaned down and captured Khushi’s lips.. His hands moved up her arms to her hands and he clenched his fists into hers while he kissed her fiercely.. Slowly he descended down her cleavage covering her skin of tender kisses all the way down her belly.. He let his hands explored her body from up to down till his fingers reached the button of Khushi’s jeans.. He unbuttoned it and pulled down the zip gently.. Finally Arnav pulled down Khushi’s jeans as well as her lacy strings together.. Khushi moved up her lower part as Arnav took off her clothes leaving her completely naked.. He then laid back onto her body... He took her lips vigorously while her legs enveloped Arnav’s lower part... She ran her fingers into his hairs.. and her knees went weak as she constantly moved her lower body up but in vain of relief.. Finally Khushi forcefully rolled over Arnav and at last she got the control as she sat on his erected crotch.. Pressing her intimacy against him, she ran her fingers up his chest while Arnav smirked.. Khushi leaned towards him and kissed sensually his jaw line.. She slid further down till her fingers reached the elastic of his boxers.. She lifted her eyelids to his face and spared him a teasing look before she pulled off his boxers in a quick move.. She sat back on her knees while his erection was in between her legs.. Touching, teasing.. He was eager to enter her wetness.. Khushi turned her gaze towards the floor... She leaned and grabbed Arnav’s jeans.. Taking out the condom from the back pocket, she threw away the jeans and looked back into Arnav’s eyes teasingly.. But suddenly.. Arnav held Khushi’s hands while fixing into her eyes.. His gaze was intense and serious.. and he said firmly..

ASR: I want to feel you Khushi.. completely.. no fear.. no distance.. I want to be in you.. Just you and me.. I need you...  You trust me?

The teasing look on her face disappeared while her heart beat faster.. She brought her hands to his face and caressed his cheeks.. Slowly she leaned down and took his lips.. sucking his lips, she finally pushed her tongue into his mouth.. The condom fell from her hand and she brought that hand to his hard member.. While Arnav began to arch his lower body, Khushi guided his crotch to her feminity.. They both thrust into each other slowly and with each stroke, the desire, the passion and the need for each other became vibrant and overwhelming.. Arnav’s arms went around Khushi and he rolled over her.. Khushi’s eyes were closed and he stared at her expressions, full of ecstasy... Sliding in and out of her, he felt the waves of pleasure which he never felt with anyone else.. He felt the warmth which he was always hungry for.. Khushi’s moans echoed into his ears and he let his forehead pressed against hers while he kept on thrusting hard into her.. While her man was driving her to the peak of ecstasies, tears rolled down her cheeks as she whispered breathlessly...

Khushi: I love you Arnav..

Instantly, Arnav sucked in her tears and kissed her lips tenderly while he pushed deep inside her.. A few more strokes and he was there as well.. he spilled out violently into her while Khushi cried out his name.. Finally, Arnav crashed into the bed and Khushi let her head laid onto his chest while he passed his arms around her waist.. Khushi lifted her eyes to Arnav’s face but the latter had his eyes closed, completely exhausted.. A smile curved on her lips as she admired him.. She might have said it again.. no matter he responded or not.. But all she knew, is that she cannot live without him and he cannot live without her as well.. He cannot say it.. But he cannot deny it..  and she kissed his chest tenderly before closing her eyelids.. Arnav finally opened his eyes, he adjusted his body so as to have Khushi comfortable into his arms and then pulled the blankets onto them.. He kissed her forehead and then he fell into a deep peaceful slumber...

FLASHBACK ENDS

Standing against the glass window panes,  Arnav’s eyes suddenly shot open when Khushi walked into the conference room like a storm.. He turned towards Khushi and oblivious to Arnav’s bloodshot gaze on her, she spoke out to herself irritatingly..

Khushi: Yeh lavanya bhi na.. mobile leh li phir bhoolgayi.. (This lavanya, she took my mobile and then forget it..) god, now where she kept it...

And finally her eyes fell on her mobile..

Khushi: Here it is!

She rushed to the table and grabbed her mobile..  She then looked at Arnav and approached him.. Before she could understand Arnav’s state of mind, Khushi said cheerfully...

Khushi: I’ll be back soon.. I love you..

She cupped his face and placed a tender kiss on his cheeks.. Smilingly, she turned to walk away when all of a sudden, Arnav gripped her one arm brusquely and pulled her to him.. She crashed into his chest violently while he blocked her arms at her back causing her to cry out in pain.. Arnav stared into her eyes.. His gaze was like furry while Khushi looked at him numb with shock.. 

Chapter 5A

||Chapter 5A||

A Moment of Love Soothes

She stepped back and walked away as she knew that her brother needed some time to deal with the reality.. But one thing she was sure about was that... her brother was not a coward like her father! Meanwhile Arnav closed his eyes as he went back to two months before... that night where he wanted Khushi.. and cared no less about the consequences.. He just wanted to feel her.. to be with her... That night when Khushi ignored not being protected for the only reason that her Arnav was going through a lot... And she couldn’t bear seeing the unbeatable Raizada being defeated by the ghost of his past...

FLASHBACK

It was almost midnight when Khushi suddenly heard a noise of an open door in the east side of the office.. Alone in the designer’s department, she felt a sudden fear and she called out the night guard anxiously...

Khushi: Sam.. is that you?

She gulped a breath on not hearing any response... Dropping her pencil on the drawing desk, she closed her sketch pad.. and then began to walk barefoot towards the door silently..The whole office was in complete darkness and her fear kept on increasing as she said to herself..

Khushi: Where the hell is Sam? I told him to keep some lights on..

All of a sudden, her steps stopped when she saw a ray of light from the upper office which was also the cabin of Arnav.. Shock, her eyes popped out as she thought..

Khushi thinks: At such hour.. who will be in Arnav’s office?

She looked from right to left hoping to see one of the security guards but in vain.. As she saw a flower vase on a desk, she grabbed it for safety and began to move forward towards the stair case.. She put on a brave face while repeating some prayers as she walked up the stairs.. Finally she pushed open the cabin’s door and saw a man in a grey vest.. his back facing Khushi while he arched his body, laying his hands on the table.. Khushi took a breath of relief while all her fear disappeared on finding Arnav in the office... She was stepping forward when she halted in shock.. all the office paper work, arnav’s laptop, his mobile, everything which was on the table crashed onto the floor violently.. Khushi froze when Arnav yelled out in furry oblivious of Khushi’s presence.. Her eyes moved to the floor and there she saw a newspaper.. and it’s headlines.. the reason of Arnav’s anger... Khushi sat on her knees and placed the vase on the floor before picking the newspaper.. Her eyes welled up as she read...

“Dark Secrets Revealed

The Mighty Raizada, the son of a failure!

Is Arnav Singh Raizada ashamed to talk about the suicide of his father?”

Khushi lifted her eyes towards Arnav.. a few tears rolled down her cheeks.. She stood back on her feet.. Her heart ached when Arnav hit violently into the glass desk and she was unable to stop herself from rushing to him.. She had to stop him from torturing himself.. Khushi could bare everything except a defeated Arnav. Out of his senses, he picked up a lamp on the side table and he was about to throw it when suddenly Khushi laid her hand delicately on his shoulders.. And without turning to face Khushi, Arnav said firmly...

ASR: Get out of here Khushi..

Khushi: Arn...

And all of a sudden he turned towards Khushi... his eyes were red and swollen.. He fixed at Khushi angrily... The burning furry in him transformed him completely into a beast.. And he yelled out furiously as he threw the lamp violently and it crashed into pieces to the floor..

ASR: I said get out.....

Khushi’s tears rolled down her cheeks as she fixed into the eyes of Arnav.. She finally began stepping backwards under his angry glare.. Arnav clenched his fists and lowered his eyes when suddenly his eyes popped out in shock.. Fear took over him as his gaze was fixed onto the red blooded footprints.. Ignoring her bleeding feet, Khushi reached the door and was about to step out of the cabin when her steps stopped at Arnav’s voice..

ASR: Khushi..

Arnav rushed to her immediately.. Worry lines formed on his forehead but Khushi didn’t react.. She stayed still while Arnav said worriedly..

ASR: Khushi, your feet, it’s bleeding.. Where the hell are your sandals? God, it’s bleeding so much... Come with me..

But she stopped him.. not because she was angry.. not because she was hurt.. or because he preferred to be alone instead of sharing his pain with her.. She only wanted to keep him away from any more pain.. Though he never said it.. but she knew it.. she believed it.. that he cared for her.. that he does react whenever it concerns her.. When a piece of the broken lamp pierced into her feet, she held back her pain and silently stepped back hoping he won’t realize it.. and she managed to say...

Khushi: It’s ok Arnav... it’s just a small cut.. I’ll manage..

And she laid her hand on the door knob.. As she opened the door, Arnav placed his hand on the door and closed it with a hard bang.. Khushi shifted her gaze towards him and in no second, she was swept off her feet..  For a moment they stayed still, sharing an intense eyelock.. Khushi held on to his collar as he walked towards the sofa without a word.. He laid her onto the sofa and he rushed to the attached washroom.. He came back with the first aid back.. Both stealing glances at each other.. their eyes were both teary.. he sat on his knees in front of her and took her injured foot.. Delicately he cleaned the wound when suddenly Khushi heard him uttered without lifting his eyes towards her..

ASR: I’m sorry Khushi..

Khushi brought her hands on his forehead while she caressed him affectionately.. Arnav didn’t react.. But Khushi delicately lifted his face with her fingers so that their eyes met...

Khushi: Why? Why you saying sorry?

And he said firmly...

ASR: You injured yourself because of me..

Khushi: So, if you say or don’t say sorry, do you think it will change anything in my feelings for you?

Arnav ignored her words and lowered his eyes to his task.. he finished cleaning the injury and then bandaged the wound.. but khushi said...

Khushi: Tell me Arnav, will my feelings change?... the way your feelings changed for your father?

Suddenly Arnav froze at the mention of his father.. And Khushi said...

Khushi: Arnav just look at me... I said look at me Arnav...

As he lifted his eyelids, a tear unexpectedly rolled down his cheeks and in a swift Khushi wiped off the tear with her delicate fingers.. as she asked..

Khushi: It never changed.. isn’t it? You still love him.. you don’t hate him.. you are just angry with him...

Arnav placed Khushi’s foot on the floor.. and he stood back..  he walked away without a word.. and halted near his desk, his back facing Khushi..  A few seconds later, Khushi had reached him, and she laid her hands on his shoulders and asked...

Khushi: Arnav, you do, right?

It took him some time to control his emotions and then he turned to face Khushi.. his expressions stern and he looked straight into her eyes... and said confidently..

ASR: I don’t Khushi... and I’m not lying.. I hate that man to the bottom of my heart.. His name, his face, his memories.. all this brings in front of my eyes, ma’s dead body, Anjali di and lavanya’s tears, nani’s struggle for us to live like every children should..

Arnav walked away from Khushi while saying...

ASR: You know.. ek dhin mujhe yaad tha.. (I remember..) I was very young..maybe 12, 13 years.. nani came tired from work.. aur uss dhin dinner ke liye.. (And that day for dinner..) there was only enough food for 3 of us..  Nani ne kuch nahin kaya.. (nani didn’t eat anything..)  not even a single morsel.. Ek nani hai, jo apne bachon ke liye apne jaan bhi de sakti hai aur ek dad hai jo apne jaan li hume akele marne chordiya.. aur nani kar bhi kya sakti thi, Dhin raat naukri karti thi jisme uski adha salary dad ke loan me jaati thi...(There’s nani, who can give her life for her kids and the other side, there is dad who took his life to let us die alone.. and what could Nani do else, she worked day and night and half of her salary went into the loan of dad..) This man don’t deserve to be loved Khushi..

Khushi: What about the love of your mum?

Instantly he turned towards Khushi...

ASR: Matlab? (what do you mean?)

Khushi: I never knew my dad Arnav.. I don’t even know if he’s still alive or dead.. Every time, I convince myself that I hate him.. but deep inside I know that he’s very important for me.. I hide my feelings from myself but I just can’t stop loving him.. you can grow from a child to an adult.. you can keep climbing the ladder of success.. but a child will always be the child of his father no matter how much hatred he has for him.. It’s the father and the mother together who gave life to us.. it was their love and I know how much painful it is if one of them is not by your side...

She began walking towards Arnav as she said...

Khushi: When I see nani, I don’t see her struggle, I see her happiness when she talks about her chote, When I see Anjali Di, I remember her saying that she chose to be by the side of her brother instead of getting married to a man who has not even half of the kind heart of her brother.. And Lavanya, have you seen her confidence.. She stepped everywhere carrying the name of Arnav Singh Raizada.. she says your name is her shield, no one will ever dare hurt her as long as she has a brother like you..

Standing in front of Arnav, she passed her arms around his waist and let her head rest on his chest as she said...

Khushi: And when I see you...I can see your success and upon all the blessings of your parents... your ma and pa.. un dono ke haath apne chote ke saar par.. (these two having their hands on their chote’s head..) this is my belief which I’ll never impose on you.. Neither can I force you to stop hating him.. I can tolerate anything.. be angry at me, yelled at me... I’ll hear it but I cannot see you break down over the past... Please promise me... it won’t happen again.. promise me arnav!

Arnav closed his eyes and let his arms slid around Khushi’s slim waist... He let his head rest onto Khushi’s shoulders while tears rolled down his cheeks.. His grip became tighter as if he was searching for that warmth into Khushi’s arms which he was missing from his close ones... His touch began to move up her back.. His nose burrowed into her hairs.. Slowly they pulled apart enough to face each other... and Arnav uttered...

ASR: Why Khushi? How can you be like this? Even my own sister will run away from me when I behave like such a beast.. Why not you? Why you are still here? Tum aise kyun hai? (Why are you like this?)

Khushi fixed into his eyes speechless.. and slowly their lips began approaching to each other while Khushi moved forward.. She lifted her hands and caressed his forehead caringly...  and she whispered..

Khushi: Yeh tum apne aap se khud pooch lo.. aisa kyun mein.. (Ask this to yourself.. why am I like this..)

And slowly.. Khushi leaned forward as she took his lips.. Arnav didn’t react but let her control him... Khushi slipped her tongue into his mouth... Her hands stroke his hairs while Arnav began to respond to her kiss.. His hands went to her waist and slid under her top... He caressed her skin with his fingers while the kiss became more passionate... He helped her to lift her thighs to both side of his hips while she held on to his neck.. kissing him with a heated passion like never before.. Slowly he began walking out of his office and walked to the open lift with Khushi in the same position.. kissing each other hungrily.. As he entered into the lift, he pushed Khushi to the mirror glass, her legs around his waist.. and they broke the kiss.. they stared into each other’s eyes while Arnav brought his one hand  towards the door and pushed onto the last floor button... Heaving for each other, Arnav crashed his lips onto hers violently while the lift door got closed and it moved up to the loft of AR Designs...    

Flashback to be continued In Next Part

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